ttyl

you know there’s this funny thing i realized.
when you say “lets just be friends…”
what you really mean is
“lets never talk again.
it was fun while it lasted,
but i’d rather move past it and
forget we ever knew each other.”
and its usually warranted
even expected
in bad break ups
and awkward friendships
and throughout the
ins and outs
of life no matter where you..................................................... land

but its strange too look at it from this angle
while seeing the background
and watching the future
and realizing how different it looks
with you missing there

and i’m sorry that i couldn’t live up to your ideal
but ended up being a
little girl with
big eyes and
high hopes and
low dreams
and fears
of the dark.................................................. and being alone
and goodbyes

so i won’t say it
but i’ll muster up the courage to say
i miss you

and leave it at that


and let the (.................................. s .................... i ................................ . . l......................... e ........................... n ...............................c..................................... e ..........................................)


speak the words i can’t