i want my body back.
i want to sleep at night
i want to meet my daughter. and hold her. and look at her. and bring her home and meet her and get to know her
i want to heal. i want to be able to walk and not have my back hurt. to be able to roll over and sit down and stand up and climb stairs
i want the little things i never realized i wanted
i want my whining to be about crying babies and car seats and doing hair...
i don't want to be pregnant anymore...